I really want to do soemthing exciting!!

I'm sitting here, on my couch - Browsing FaceBook, checking the emails, replying to said emails, updating the blogs, and of course, playing FarmVille.

I have thing I do, things that keep me busy, but I really really want to do something fun, like a Road trip, or camping, or heck a bonfire on the beach - something out of the ordinary...

At the gym

It's been a hard few weeks... I've been working out crazy hard, and I Love it!

Going to the gym is hard, but it's fun. (Could I say HArd more?) Robin and I go 4 times a week, we've got a goal challenge-y type thing. We've set and 8 week goal, and have broken it down into 1 week increments. My overall goal was 12 lb. that's 1.5 lbs a week. It means stepping up the Cardio, and cutting the calories.

the first I can do, I'm at 20ish minutes as a warm up, and now I just tack on 20 at the end. The second, well, it's tough. Like today, I worked out this morning, had a small bowl of granola, and for lunch a turkey and cheese sandwich (no spreads etc.) and for dinner Leftovers. Oh and 3 cups of tea with honey. I can guesstimate my total Caloric intake was... 2200... it's not good - Its better than before - but I'm STARVING... I just want to eat... it's killing me...

I'm thinking that I'd like to go more, but it's hard finding the time. I think I'll go in and do more cardio than I'm doing now.

Sigh - off to find recipes that are crazy low in Calories...

First day of working out.

I met with my 'trainer', the first session is free - it helped so that I don't kill myself when I work out! I have a goal of 25-30lbs but end or June. Preferably by my Anniversary! (June 18th).

It's an obtainable goal, so I'm excited to really get going. It'll mean working out - right now I'm planning 3-4 times a week - and I'll have to watch what I eat. That will be tough - I don't eat unhealthy food - but I do need to watch my portion sizes... I've been eating like David - - I really really really need to stop that. Also the binges - - really eating 4 chocolate bars at a time - even if it's only every 6 weeks - STILL BAD... sigh...

It's not going to be easy... Going to the gym... it was really tough, but fun. Hopefully I'll get to the place where it's not a HAVE to but a WANT to...